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World Diabetes Day 2014

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Today is World Diabetes Day. This month I spent some time talking to my art students (3rd-5th grade) about diabetes. It was great to start a dialogue with them about this, especially since only a handful knew what diabetes is. Every week, I give them a sketchbook prompt, so I asked them to spend that time drawing a picture or writing words of encouragement for people living with this disease, and they did an awesome job!

Today, spend a few minutes learning about diabetes, even if it’s just learning about what it is exactly or what the symptoms are. Then, make sure to share this information with your loved ones and friends. Wear blue or share info on social media and help spread the word. We need to raise awareness about diabetes, not just because research for a cure requires money, but also because so many people who have diabetes go undiagnosed. Know the signs!

Thank you to everyone who takes part in this fight to find a cure for diabetes. Every effort counts! <3

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SAIC Studio Space

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I went to the Chicago Museum of Contemporary Art and saw a piece of art by Felix Gonzalez-Torres–it was a stack of these sheets of paper and the intention was for visitors to take a sheet with them in an act of “letting go.”

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Can’t have blank walls…

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This space has filled up a little since the photo was taken…

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Small Sketches

Something I’ve noticed in the past few years is that I really like grouping lots of small pieces together to sort of create a larger piece of art. I haven’t done it very much myself, but I’m drawn to work like that. Last year when I took the online class Practice Based Research in the Arts, I stumbled upon a series of drawings, paintings, and prints titled “The Lost Boys” by Eduardo Nasi. Individually, some of the pieces are very good, but I think the series as a whole is much stronger. I love the repetition of the characters and the variations in style and media.

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Anyway, I want to incorporate that into my own work about diabetes. I think it will help me explore new ways of portraying that theme and it will be beneficial to have a larger body of work to refer to and be inspired by in the future.

I haven’t really started this process, but I’ve been making small ink pen sketches recently and there are elements in those that I plan to use again.

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Thanks for reading and have a great weekend! :]

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Announcements: August Art Show and Etsy Shop Opening!

Hey guys! I have two exciting things to talk about. I mentioned both of these things in my last post, and as promised, I’m here to give you more info.

First of all, I finally opened my Etsy shop! I spent many, many hours working on things to make it as “official” as possible. I listed several items that I’ve had done for months now, but I also created a collection of pieces just for the opening (The Dragonfruit Collection if you want to check it out). I also came up with a logo design and hand-printed it onto tags for the clothing. My sisters and I even modeled the clothes, which was really fun :] Right now I just have clothing (and one tote bag) for sale, but I’ll be putting up small drawings and paintings in the near future.

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You can check out all the excitement HERE

My second announcement is that I’m having an art show in August in downtown Harrisonburg, Virginia. My work will be displayed in Larkin Arts for the whole month of August. Larkin Arts is a really cute school/store/gallery/studio that just opened last year. I’m so  excited to show my work there. The opening reception will take place on Friday August 2nd from 5-8pm and the work will be on display until Tuesday September 3rd. The gallery hours are 11am-7pm Mon-Sat (they’re closed on Sundays).

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The work that I’ll be showing is once again a collection of dress pieces that reflect my life with Type 1 Diabetes. Some of the pieces were included in my last show, but I’ve also been working on new things since then. If you’re in the area, I hope you can make it! I’ll be there for the duration of the opening reception.

Bonus announcement: I’m going to be in another magazine! More info on that later :] Have a great day!

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My First Art Show!

Back in September, I had my first art show. It was up for 2 weeks in the ArtWorks Gallery at JMU. I spent much of the last 2 years preparing for it and was very satisfied with the end result. I was also very nervous for everyone to see it as it was such a personal topic. The response was very good though! Several people came to the opening on September 13th and I received feedback from professors, classmates, coworkers, and family.

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This show was definitely a learning experience. There were a quite few bumps along the way… In this gallery, shows are put up the day before the opening, so I spent much of my Sunday doing that. I had help from mostly my boyfriend, but also the directors and some interns, which I was very grateful for. There was a lot of measuring and nailing for my 27 pieces. It took close to 5 hours to get everything done. Another setback was that when I was putting up all of my framed images, I didn’t take them down when my boyfriend started hammering the nail in for the next piece and eventually one frame fell off the wall and cracked of course. Luckily, I was able to find the same frame at Michael’s and replace it in time. Oh, and I also forgot to bring one of my pieces all together so I had to go back and get that from my room.

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Even though I’m the most satisfied with my paintings, the wall of framed pieces was probably my favorite part of the show. It wasn’t just me trying to say something, it was a lot of people saying things. Earlier in 2012 I asked people affected by diabetes to answer three questions:

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The responses were heartbreaking and inspiring. Click to read them (sorry for the glare…)

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I am so grateful that these people were willing to share such intimate feelings with strangers. It was very important to me to show others that even though diabetics may “look” healthy and happy, we are constantly dealing with some kind of internal struggle, trying to compensate for the complete lack of an essential organ. I am so thankful for everyone who helped make my show so much better with their responses. Here are the rest of the pieces from my show with a short description of each:

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This piece, titled Ketoacidosis, is the first in a set of four paintings that tell a certain story. When I was in the 9th grade, I went to the hospital for the first time since my diagnosis when I was three years old. I had ketoacidosis. I actually never knew what that was until I started doing research for these paintings. Ketoacidosis occurs when there is a lack of insulin in the body. Without insulin, the body can’t process glucose from food. The liver produces more glucose to feed the body, but since it can’t be processed, the glucose just accumulates in the bloodstream. The body needs energy and can’t get it so it breaks down fat instead. Fat metabolism leads to the buildup of ketones in the bloodstream. Ketones are toxic acids. This accumulation can be fatal. The ketones and glucose are then transferred into the urine. The kidneys use water to get rid of the excess ketones and glucose. This is the part of the process that is illustrated in black and white on the painting. The loss of water leads to dehydration, which worsens the condition and starts the cycle over again. I was in the hospital overnight because I couldn’t keep anything down, not even water. The bracelet in the painting is the actual bracelet that I wore when I was in the hospital.

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This piece is titled Normal Life and it represents my life between the time I went to the hospital and when I finally realized what was happening to me 6 years later. The title is also indicative of the fact that diabetes is an invisible disease and most people would never know that I had it unless I told them.

Attack

This is the piece I was most protective of and worried about showing to people. It is called Attack and it represents my reaction to the research I did on Ketoacidosis. As I said earlier, I didn’t really know what happened to me when I went to the hospital and I never tried to find out until I decided to make paintings about the experience. I had no idea how serious it was and when I found out it could be fatal and thought about how many times I’ve had high blood sugar and ketones, I felt so defeated and hopeless. I had panic attacks a few nights in a row where I was crying so much I could hardly breathe and I felt like my heart was going to explode out of my chest. It was one of my lower moments in the art-making process, but doing the actual painting part was very therapeutic and helped me release the anxiety I was feeling about the whole thing.

Thank You

This is the last painting in the set. It is titled Thank You and it is a message to my loved ones who have been with me through my ups and downs with diabetes. They are a huge part of the reason why I am where I am today.

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This next painting is one of my favorites. It’s called Insulin is Not a Cure and it’s somewhat of an abstraction of an insulin injection cross section. The layers represent the muscle, fat, and skin. Injections are a huge part of a Type 1 diabetic’s life. Without insulin injections, I wouldn’t be here. It’s honestly that simple. Insulin is what keeps me alive, and yet it’s such an invasive thing. The needle is a foreign object in my body and it has no remorse for hurting me multiple times a day. I painted the insulin coming out of the needle to resemble a jewel because to me and other diabetics it’s a precious substance.

I Can See It Happening

This last painting is titled I Can See It Happening. It illustrates multiple things, especially my fear of becoming blind and my overall frustration with diabetes. I’m a very emotional person, so this painting is quite representative of me. As an artist, my fear of losing my sight is very strong.

These next few pictures are drawings that went on the wall along with the questions and answers.

All Day Every Day

This drawing is titled All Day Every Day and it represents the repetitiveness of a life with diabetes.

Beautiful Beta 1 Beautiful Beta 2

These are two drawings of beta cells, which are responsible for storing and releasing insulin. I think the shape of the beta cell is so beautiful, so the drawings are thoughtfully titled Beautiful Beta 1 and Beautiful Beta 2. 

Ketones and Test Strips

These two small pieces are about ketones and test strips.

P(r)ick Me

This piece is titled P(r)ick Me. I’ve had marks on my fingers for as long as I can remember.

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These are two graphs that my dad made when I was diagnosed. I was still in my honeymoon period, which means that my pancreas  was still producing some insulin. I got the flu almost as soon as I was diagnosed with diabetes, and my parents were carefully monitoring my blood sugar levels. My dad has always been a very logical person, and I love that I still have these graphs after all this time.

Ana, Age 6

This is a picture of yours truly when I was about six years old. I don’t remember this photo being taken, but the photographer, my sister Sysy, reminds me that she took the photo when I took a break from rollerblading to check my blood sugar. The nice thing is that I don’t have many bad memories of having diabetes as a child. I think this photo very much captures that.

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I am so thankful for this opportunity. It was scary for me to share this part of myself, but it changed my life in a good way. I feel like my life has more purpose now. I want to continue to explore diabetes as the subject of my art and I want to share it with as many people as I can. Be on the look out for more artwork inspired by diabetes because this is just the beginning! A HUGE thank you to everyone who has helped me along the way.

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